BALANCE  IT SEEMS, HAS BEEN AN ILLUSION FOR SO LONG,  YET, IT NOW APPEARS  TO BE IN SIGHT
NOW,  AS I  STEP OUT AND BEGIN TO EXPLORE THESE NEW OPPORTUNITIES,
MY HEART BEGINS TO FEEL LIGHT, OPEN AND READY TO GIVE FROM THE DEPTH OF MY SOUL
THE JOY, IT MAKES ME WANT TO LEAP, DANCE AND SING, FOR I HAVE FINALLY LANDED IN A PLACE WHERE
IT IS ME I SEE, RECOGNIZING JUST WHO IT IS I AM, UNDERSTANDING, AND KNOWING
THAT THE JOURNEY I’VE TRAVELLED HAS BEEN ARDIOUS AT TIMES, YET GIVING ME THE
OPPORTUNITY TO GROW AND DEVELOP IN WAYS UNIMAGINABLE
I,  FOR NOW,  SLEEP SO PEACEFULLY KNOWING THAT WITH EACH NEW DAY,  THE DIVINE PLACES WITHIN ME A PRECIOUS
GIFT OF WISDOM  AND KNOWLEDGE,  ALL UNFOLDING AS A NEW DAWN, QUICKENING MY HEARTBEAT
I FEEL THE EXCITEMENT, KNOWING THAT EACH STEP OF THE WAY A NEW PART OF WHO IT IS I AM IS BEING REVEALED, SO JOY FILLS MY HEART, SUCH GRATITUDE FOR THE MIRACLES AND OPPORTUNITY
UNFOLDING BEFORE ME, THAT IT TAKES MY BREATHE AWAY,

AWE, AND WONDER FILL MY BEING
FOR THIS DAWN, BRINGS TO ME NEW OPPORTUNITY, ALLOWING WHO IT IS I AM, TO LIVE, GROW, GIVE AND BE, A BEARER, AND CARER

OF  THOSE CROSSING MY PATH, ALLOWING ME
THE OPPORTUNITY TO FEED MY SOUL, AND YOURS WITH DIVINE INSPIRATION, SINGING IN TUNE WITH THE LIGHT AND SOUNDS OF THE UNIVERSE, PARTING THE WISDOM AND
MESSAGES OF THE DIVINE TO ONE AND ALL,

LIFE IS FOR LIVING, FILLED WITH JOY,
LETTING AND RELEASING THE HEAVINESS OF THE PAST, WALKING EACH STEP OF THE WAY
IN AWE AND ADMIRATION FOR WHAT IS UNFOLDING BEFORE MY EYES,

ALOFT I AM HELD TO EXPLORE AND PARTICIPATE IN ALL THE HEAVENLY WISDOM AND GLORY, IT’S NOW I WALK TALL AND READY TO SERVE AND BE WHO IT IS I AM.

The shores yonder, so sweet, inviting, for now the time has come

To step ashore and let the flow push and guide me in its hold,

Gently moving to this new unknown, unexplored territory.

As I sit alone, angry, feeling despondent, and sad,

This angel, sent in this way, unprepared, yet knowing,

Wrenching my heart and gently, so softly, soothing, and exploring me,

The unknown, for even to myself the experience anew, afresh, a wonder,

It’s as though the stars from heaven allowed to be a light, shining from above,

Sending signals of confirmation, of this destiny that came unexpectedly,

Hitting me as though my breathe was sucked out and a new life explored

The joy, the excitement, I feel the fountain of youth once more,

Never before this heat, this beating heart, that felt the depth of understanding,

and exploration, serenity, peace as yet unknown, but now arrived,

So grateful I am for this that came through the door of Destiny,

Sleep no more, I have awoken, to life, to living, exploring and being,

Gifts so many from heaven this angel sent, deep compassion, sensitive

By nature and with it the connection, locked forever, rekindled, known

Through time and ages past, to the present and beyond.

With gratitude for this that woke me from my slumber,

I sleep no more, but travel to this destiny with lightness of foot and surety

A strength that surpassed the fear of confronting the past, releasing,

Letting go finally, hanging on no more, for too long time wasted,

Waiting for what, who, and why,

And now my wings are fixed securely, and with this new confidence,

I am ready to love with a passion and depth that is nectar to my soul.

Doubts there were many, but they are now left behind, to stew in the past,

Releasing, letting go as I travel this new path of destiny.

My soul burns bright for I’ve finally found that, that ignites and

Brings the beat and rhythm of music to my ears.

Empty no more, sad, alone, a thing of the past, for Destiny has intervened and spoken.

I now walk tall, ready to take on this that has found its way,

To gently open my heart in a way that speaks volumes of sound, light,

And sensations, bedazzling, and exploring this greatness, that keeps me from

Sinking into the abyss of darkness so nearly caught and never returned.

But stop, wait, the past a distant memory that changes my Destiny to

Freedom, to be who I am, an invited guest on this journey.

With gratitude and greatness my heart overflows with thanks, and suddenly

I float and find myself in this contained channel of warmth and security

That gives me joy, laughter and abundance to be free to love and seek

This that has eluded me for so long, now within reach, grasping and

Holding by my fingertips I hold tightly, never letting go, for I’ve

Found heaven in its greatest glory.

Where is this word found, for now, it seems hiding

But, is it not even a possibility, if I dream for just a moment

As the leaves begin to fall and change from green to brown and orange my sense of optimism and hope begin to change too,

For now my being begins to feel the transitory place that I am in, between to worlds, two lives, wanting to move forward and beyond

Yet this wait seems to be endless, not finding the steps secure just yet to leap and fly to a place where my heart desires, for it seems

Only now to be a dream, but wait, caution for now if I just allow

This stifling, agitation to unfold into colours of indigo and violet, burning through the layers of struggle and difficulty, the changes

Begin to happen and signal to me the seasonal transformation,

As I too, allow this to take place, etching and burning a new

Force and dimension of inner beauty, alive now, with fire and

Thunder I feel this explosive energy transforming into a river

Of yellows, burnt orange and browns ready to fire and ignite

Me and allow this river to transport me to a place that melts my heart

And soul into a transformative alchemy, binding me to the light

That never dies, but continuously supports me, striving to bring

My impatience and energy to a point of mellowness, softly supporting

Me as I gently bathe in this light of peace, calmness and energy

So it is that I know the transformation that is, is part of the

Journey, reluctantly I move forward knowing that this journey

Of alchemy and proliferation is for now the path I walk

Regardless of what is, and unbeknown to me the colours for now

Begin to mix and change into a pattern and movement that speaks

As my voice, slowly, stepping away from this that has been my support.

Time allows this to be revealed, needing not I, or anyone to

Move the pace or direction, but watching the patterns begin

To unfold along the edges now, delightful, playful I begin

To see the outlines taking shape, excitement building I know

The time is close, to just wait patiently, for a while longer

For all to be revealed as this force greater and more powerful

Than any other is not rushed or pressured to reveal to me

The beauty and moments that are to be.